HANGGANG DITO NA LANG BA TALAGA?

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Naranasan mo na bang sumiksik sa buhay ng isang tao kahit malinaw naman sa simula na ayaw naman sayo?

Well, that's me. It feels like begging tgeir time just to be with them. Nakaaawa pakingad pero that's my sad reality. I know, I need to stop this madness but I just can't.  Im afraid of loosing the person I wanted the most. Though mahirap, pero kakayanin. Pero hanggang saan, at hanggang kailan kaya?


Kaya pa ba? 

kasi habang maaga pa, dapat bumitaw na ako kasi wala naman akong pinanghahawakan. I know that I'm just hurting myself caring for some people that cannot give the same energy and efforts that I'm giving to them.  


Pano mo ba kasi pinasok ang ganitong setup?

HAHAHA! Sa totoo lang, di ko rin alam. Di ko rin namalayan. Basta ang alam ko, nandito na ako. Mukhang tanga, at umaasang baka sa dulo ay may pag-asa.


Kung masakit na, bat pinagpapatuloy mo pa?

Di ko rin alam. Siguro, may mga bagay rin tayong isinusugal kahit sa simula pa lang ay talong talo na tayo.  

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